There's something about me with pink & birds as a collage

It still hurts to know that your heart had changed its direction before. I feel so helpless as times because I don't know how to change the small things that happen between us... even this time round. You're going to realize this is wrong again, I feel so vulnerable sometimes & I'm scared. Your going to turn around one day soon again & I can't help but think why the hell am I doing this all over again. You wanna know why? It's because I love you. So once again I'll stand by you, care for you and love you untill you don't want me to anymore... again.

Don't worry kids (: I'm quite happy & neutral at the moment. I jotted that down on my phone last night...

Woke up at about 10:30 today, had the worst sleep, was on the phone with the boy till about 3am and didn't sleep properly till about 6am /sigh. I went to the doctors and got that medicine, feeling alot better than last night but still sick ): I went to school at lunch and picked up my usb from Sandyna because she gave me Vampire Knight. Once again. thankyou Sandyna (: Came home and slept till about 5ish and woke from Peters call. We went to watch Transformers 2, Revenge Of The Fallen as I mentioned in the previous post & that was aweeeeeesome! I swear, how friggen hot was Megan Fox (Mikaela Banes) in this! I had a wonderful night with the boy and I adore his family.

Anyways, I feel like some anime :D Gonna go check out Vampire Knight.

Goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers
xx