July 12, 2009


I want to soar high, be where nobody else can see me. I want to be as free as a bird, I wish for you to join me oneday too... We could soar high and see the bright lights of LA and make love in Paris. We'd see the world together.
But baby I'm afraid to give myself time to think, but I know thats what I really need. I kept my mind busy and occupied for days... But sometimes I just can't hide it any longer and the reality seeps through the little holes... holes that you once created. Heck I don't even know what the reality is! I'm not sure what this feeling is anymore, at first I thought I just missed you and I accepted the fact that I was just being a sook. But now I'm not sure If thats the only reason. Theres something else and I know it. I'm just not quite sure what it is yet... I don't think I even want to know.

Please keep trying, and let me see it.
I'm begging you, It's all I need.

I'll hold you close to my heart tonight, as I do every other night.
I hope you sleep well.
I'll see you in four days (:
xx

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