this was pointless yet fun :D

I've just done so much reading! like sooooo so so so much (: Kay maybe not, Just two hours worth of blog reading and such. hah! wow, I feel so updated in peoples lives which seems stalkerishly scary to me. Just finished reading Tuyen's blog (which I'm always updated on anyways) And she has put me I'm the Harry Potter mood! WOOOOP It's out as of today! And I do agree with Tuyen, Bonnie Wright does look damn pretty, all grown up, aww (: So I've finally got some feeling into me today, or yesterday, however you see it. BAH! I currently feel hot O___O only cos I had the heater on for so long and im in jumper haha! I miss Peter & he's coming back to Adelaide today ^_____^ unless the boys were dead serious about chaining themselves to a pole in Sydney till their parents come get 'em :| Then I'm in shit! hah (: Everyone s'been saying how shit 2009 is... & no matter how positive I try and thing, Things in 2009 are pretty damn shit! I mean there are the obvious good & great things that happen, but the bad things have just over ruled them! So much bad things have happened & I still find it amazing that we are past the halfway mark in the year. So its a shit & fast year for me, (and the majority of the other people i would say so) So thats one big plus right? Cos its going so fast... even though its shit. it'll (hopefully) be over and done with before we (or mainly I) know it :D woop positive thinking!

I'm really in the mood for typing haha (: Gosh I wish I had a car, who doesn't when you're at the edge of this age? Us humans always just want what we can't have. Yet >:D I wonder if true happiness ever lasts forever? I' I'm wondering when my next long moment of happiness shall come (: Or atleast a moment that feeeels like forever. Oooh that makes me feel excited haha. I've noticed for a while my social life is down haha, it bothered me when Peter left me but now I'm starting to be like "meh" as long as I have the few that mean more than the world to me by my side I know I'll always be better than fine (: I've sworn to myself that I will never let him be as dominant as he was before in my life ever again, unless we get married ;) which has a low chance of happening haha. But I had to mention it for the sake of if it did happen, I'd hate myself for never letting him be dominant as a husband loooool

but anyways, moving on. I'm so excited for Mary's next visit to Adelaide with her mummy! Hopefully Hien shall hang with us again (: & She can finally meet Peter! should be good... I'm in the mood for swimming man! /sigh I should try drag mum to the Aquatic center later today but meh, maybe not? Haven't been there for yonks! Last time I went was with Mary&my brother (: That was quite the something, I learnt that my brother wasn't so innocent and has like 5 tats I think? or 6, not so sure, but around there :D How bloody awesome! He's got the typical big tiger and dragon shit over his shoulder blades (yes both) and other bots & bobs on his arms and chest :D I'm so jealous, All I really want is a star on my right foot x) ... & maybe a few others. But meh, I got Mary to ask him and he said I'm not allowed ): or he has to think about it more loooool, gay (N) /sigh maybe I should stop... i'm just ranting on about jack all! haha (:

Goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers
xx
I hope Peter & the boys (but mainly Peter) has a good sleep before the flight ♥