look I stay up for a fucking reason! I stay up all night because I've realised that this is the time that I actually get to myself, me & only me, I get to do what the hell I want when I want for as long as I want. I don't have to give a shit about the things I don't want to give a shit about & I don't have to do the things I don't wanna do! No stress, its like a getaway land, right in my home, and in my room, care of people from me! And you know what? It's fucking great :) I enjoy staying up till sunrise, it's bloody great! some people may wonder what is it that I do to keep myself up? wanna know? It's nothing at all :) I just sit in my bed with the laptop, crank some music, watch movies & do the typical shit like facebook & msn! seriously that's all.
Some of youse may think thats to friggen sad but you know what, I don't give a fuck :) I can do it for hours on end! I enjoy this quiet peaceful time that I seem to only get by myself. This is the only part of my life at the moment that doesn't feel as though it's going too fast. Oh how i've been dying to slow down time, that's why I want to hibeernate, duh! this is like... my very own form of hibernation... my time out :) From about 6 or 7pm when my mum heads to her room to watch tv & sleep this is when my time starts, I get to snuggle up in bed & do jack all for ten or so hours & I love it :) the night life in my room is the best, it's in the comfort of my own home, & I'd rather be here than partying or clubbing for all I care.
Urgh, my tummy hurts, I think I'll go grab myself a bowl of cereal :) It's 5:26 & I have just finished having a fight with my mum with the soon to be awaken dad down the hallway with only half an hour left until he wakes up. I' am currently watching 10 things i hate about you as mentioned in my previous post :D it's a really good new tv show! watch it some time :) it's not on normal tv though... /shrugs go download it or something :S
Morning lovelies!
xx
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