August 21, 2009

I want to see that smile

I surprisingly woke up this morning for my sose excursion because I'm such a good girl and all /rolls eyes haha, I shouldn't have even left the house! It was cold & damn mighty windy throughout the whole day. Certainly didn't do much good for my flu *pouts* but ohwells my day wasn't too bad thanks to free facebook on my phone, my iPod & Jenny :) Now I'm soo excited to do the sose essay thing hah!
I went to town after school (as usual because it's my way to get home!) & ended up staying for a bit because Liinnnaaaa said she would come at 5 (which she never did hahaha that assface!) so I ended up staying with Anna, her new boyfriend Fraaaaaankie & tank Ann :) Anna's a little rich bitch so we went shopping here & there, I found really cute heeeeeeeeeeels man! what is this! Why do I agree to go shopping with people when I know In the end it will only make me upset because I'll find something I really want & probably wont get haha :(
I made it home just in time to have a fight with mum before dad came & when dad came the fight was still going on because mum sooked to him /rolls eyes. I got fed up so I just trudged upstairs and went to my room.

Tonight was weird. I'm not too sure why but the usual routine for dinner on a Friday & Saturday night (which is when my dad "sleeps over") is mum & dad have dinner at around 6 or 7 & I never eat with them, they both know this but mum always asks me to come downstairs anyway & I always say no. Its traditional LOL because I'll come downstairs later on during the night to find my own food. & for some odd reason when mum asked me to come downstairs for dinner today i thought I'd be a good girl for once and have a proper family dinner you know. Boy was that one bloody stupid idea! Dad, mum & I had a fight... :S It was over something soooo bloody stupid & nvdshaljdsvn okay I can't even talk about it haha. So anyways, in the end I didn't end up eating anyting what with all the yelling & such /sigh Whatevers! SMD :) Oh & a thank you to Anna for dropping by with some roll & roll for my dinner hehe.

I reeeeeally need to start looking for a new bikini/swimsuit! The weathers starting to heat up & I really need to find something that actually fits me. Urgh. I've always loved Tigerlily so I thought I'd go check on their website for what's hot this season :) Here are my favourites so far! ^^

Tis a shame this is all a dream though! I havent even looked at the prices because I know I'll never be able to get really... Unless dad's feeling real happy hahaha. Theres a birthday present guys!

Urgh, I hate being sick! :( someone please chop my neck off.
Goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers
& have a lovely weekend
xx

...I can't let myself fall for you. But It's okay to miss you ♥

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