Slept at three or four today after crying for a bit, everything just kinda hit me again while I was speaking to Mary for the first time in a while, I told her everything that's been going on as usual & yeah... just couldn't help myself. I thought about school, surprisingly him once more, & my friends. I have to let go of some people in my life if they continue to hurt me this way, if you don't care about our friendship. I spose I can't either. And thats one of the many things that are easier said than done in life. Mother decided to have a "Are you going to finish school?" talk with me at 8am which is when she woke me up /rolls eyes, & I eventually got out of bed showered & actually came to school fairly on time for photography! I stayed for PLP & home room then mum said she would come to school at 11 to sign me out! I overheard my name over the speakers once & didn't get to the office until 11:20 :| turns out mum had left me already LOL, friggen office lady told her to go home! :( how silly. I couldn't stand seeing Jenny so down today when I actually got to see her & I got her to sign out of school... for the first time. I hope that isn't too bad. She bussed it home with me & I crashed back in bed LOL she payed me out for snoring :( oh & one time I woke up... I managed to find the right side of my face covered in drool... ew :/ I spose I was just reaaaaally tired kay!
Mum & I dropped Jenny back at school at 3:30 so she could
catch the school bus home... and when I got home, I crashed from 4pm - 8pm :D was a gooooooooood sleep. Currently chomppin' on a choc chip cookie & I have a warm cup of tea beside me ^_____^ waiting for a mate to come over, this is going to be fun sneaking someone in & then back out the house for the first time hah!
It was really good speaking to you today, I honestly do miss you & I've been scared to have that conversation with you for so long, I was so pussy I couldn't even do it in real life LOL. But I'll continue to do what I've been doing, worrying inside ♥
I think there's so many other things left to be mentioned but I just can't think of them right now and/or write about them properly...
Goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers
xx
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