your scent lingers on my bed sheets

We're so complicated it's starting to kill me. Since day one when I first became infatuated I haven't been able to get my mind of you. Sometimes I have to question every single thing we have, will it even be worth it in the end? I hate the way you make me feel. But in the end, at the end of each day... your smile still takes my breath away & I wouldn't have it any other way ♥

I'm craving for some good ice cream & sushi train again! I had sushi train on Tuesday with Melinda which was really satisfying :D & speaking of food I finally got around to having my Primo's surf n' Turf yesterday too...with a nice cold tall glass of lemon lime & bitters on the side ;) no... I do not eat like this all the time haha, Melinda is in Adelaide visiting again for those who do know her and didn't know ^^ & some of my friends have been trying to catch up with her after school as much as possible because this is her last week :)

I have just woken up & yes I know I should be at school but god damn, I had a lovely 12 hours of sleep :D I should be getting out of bed soon to have a shower & grab a bite to eat before Tanna comes to pick me up :) the kid needs to buy new bed covers & has asked me to accompany him today/night hahaha

I hate how these days I seem to feel as though I don't have enough time to sit back & relax like I used to... blogging comes into that part of my life if you haven't realised. I remember posting up about a fight my mum & I had about me staying up late because I liked "alone time" and late at night till the early morning was the time I liked to have it at. Now... I stay up for a completely different reason, sure it's still for myself... but I certainly don't have it for myself anymore. I wonder if this is going to be worth it, sometimes I question it... & I'm scared. What is the meaning of true happiness?...

P.S I hate you k-mart! I've found a really cute pair of sandles for summer and no where has my size anymore D: They were only selling them for $30! and now ... mum just showed me the k-mart catalogue & they're on save for $20 T___T

I hope my beloved blog readers have been having a good day :)
enjoy the rest of your afternoon!
xx