cos it's burning deep inside

♥ Happy Valentines day!

& a Happy New Years to my asian homies ;D

Last weeks wedding was a blast :)
I miss my brother more than anything everyday...
Mary is back here in Adelaide at the end of this week! :D
And the last time my heart was this uneasy it didn't end right...

I love him with my heart & of course he will always be a apart of me. I'm just not sure how things are going to work out anymore. I don't want to be infatuated and get caught up in it all. I need the real deal, I need you to deliver the facts out straight out clear and obvious. Then I'll figure out where to go from there because the signs I get are a mixture of confusing things so baby just tell me what you need and we can go on from there because my heart aches deep inside for you everyday & I'm holding onto each day more than the last, hoping it will still be there. It's that unsure uneasy feeling you get in the pit of your stomach and loneliness ain't no cure.
I'd like to see you push harder in new ways for us. Get out of your comfort zone because I'm tired of always having to get out of mine. Just give it a go... it might be the change we need, the glue to stick everything back together so we can start fresh. Baby just Try, for us. please...

shitbox post.
needed to clear my mind a little bit :S
goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers
xx