I wake up literally tossing in my sheets,or so my head feels like it's spinning.
The last spin never ends and I've just had a nightmare.
When I have nightmares, a majority of the time they're about him.
Man does that suck :(
How can the boy I love have such a horrible affect in my unconsciousness.
I should be having sweet dreams like I tell you guys to have!
Each time I dream it's of him being... distant.
He ignores me,
he leaves me,
he has someone else,
he pretty much loathes me.
This shit get's to you man
& I could do with a cuddle right about now :(
12hours to go
12hours to go
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