within love, lies a secret between each lover

She calls me dumb as I walk up the stairs,

I think about everything she has just told me and start to consider if what she says is a fact or just rumours.

It all adds up,

It's a plausible outcome,

& why wouldn't they want to keep it a secret. I know I would too...

So then I think about if it were true. What would that mean for me?

Was this the key reason behind this time?

Was this thing it?

It couldn't be... can't... that's horrible.

He's not horrible.

Curiosity clouds my head and chokes upon every thought,

I don't want to think about it anymore.

Although the question will always be in my head for days to come.