"....i dreamed the world agreed me to put an end to war." 
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that's understandable right? we have our ups&downs where we think smiling will be so hard the next day.
and its true. we'll never know what will happen until it does.
no one can tell the future. i wouldn't want to if i could anyway.
Last night was excruciating, and the tears poured out as soon as i woke up this morning. But on the other hand, tonight. Things feel like they're getting better again. quick hey? emotions are tiring, agreed? agreed (:
So now i have one more person i cannot trust. Things turn ugly when you tell lies. its always true. I go for the truth. Ofcourse its going to hurt. But no matter how much it does hurt. It'll always be the better option than lying. because that will always just cause more pain. In the end, you cant do anything about it. Its still the truth and it always lets you move on better.
I'm still not sure about whats going to happen in the future. Its a little scary, but im also a little excited. scared excited. Whatever happens. im all for it.
i don't think im even writing out the right things haha.
there's just so much to say.. but you know how sometimes its just hard to explain?
I've been trying for so long... and here i am. trying again. but i want to try. i need to try. because the person i am hates regretting things. Theres so much more to say. but i don't even know where to start. I'll leave it here for now (:
hope you have a goodnight, sweet dreams my beloved blog readers
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