Be my soldier when im too weak to stand

Today has been a stressful filled day. All about boys too! /sigh curse them sometimes. (my apologies if you read my blogs & are a bloke haha) Lets see... First up I had a double design :) that was alright I spose. I actually managed to get some work done so it was more productive that my other lessons haha. Maths was a bludge as usual, I really dislike Mr burns. I know it's my fault that I don't motivate myself into wanting to learn and all. But he hardly even teaches us! He tells us to turn to age blah blah blah & thats all. We have to go to him for help if we don't understand... we're in apps man! give us a break LOL how does he expect all of the class to go up to him one by friggen one for help in a lesson or two huh? ... there's not enough time in the world /sigh

Science was fun :) currently studying biology & the reproductive system. How plants reproduce is actually quite interesting :D Tuesdays equal early dismissal for OLSH students so after school Tiffany & I window shopped down O'Connell street for her birthday dress, I found really pretty heels which I have forgotten the name & everything so I can't share the wonderfulness with you haha. I always love my dnm's with Tiff hey :) she's such a serious/fun person to talk to about your problems and shit! haha we got hungry so we shared an AB and that was soo good. Got home pretty early around 4:30 :)

I actually did some homework today! Hooray! I honestly didn't know if this day was going to come hahaha, I got home & did a few bits & pieces then actually felt like doing homework... wow. I felt like I had lots of time on my hands today even though I had the same hours as yesterday or the day before that! I managed to do some design, photography & a tinnyyy bit of Sciene, & screw maths :D give me credit yeah? come ooooooon haha.

Tonight was a big night for a little girl... I'm so proud that I didn't burst into tears like last time. I'm really not liking how things seem to be going round in circles for him/us! It takes time right... He'll move on soon enough :) & then he'll be happy living his life once again...

I'm proud of myself because I have no old feelings for him anymore. I've grown, learnt & changed for the better :) & for those of you who don't believe that. Well I don't really give a damn anymore :D you can think you used to know me rarara but you honestly don't haha. Stop telling me I've changed & become a bad person. Because I sure don't think I have, you guys have no rights either to judge like that. You don't know anything. your just getting pieces of information & making silly easy assumptions. Everyone makes decisions for their own reasons & I shouldn't even have to explain myself to you. Maybe some of youse should step back a little and let others live their lives. You know who you are.

Oh & I forgot to mention that remember how I sewed them letter pillows? if not you suck don't worry haha. But for those of you who do know what I'n on about, I only just gave them to her last weekend when she was down hey & she gave me this! Mary said she wanted to do something crafty for me too hehe & apparently this isn't much but I've always wanted a handmade jar full of stars!!!

I shall leave you now with what i managed to pick up from the Gille's last weekend hehe ^^ the "finders keepers" dresses were $20, my little red potty singlet $10 & the pale blue leotard was $15 :)

Goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers

& keep smiling! :)

xx