people warned me to stay away from you

Beach with the ladies was pretty awesome :) I took a stand this day... I also fell really hard.

By 3:00 I had to make my way to catch the tram back to town by myself so I could get to Sandyna's :) the lovely *cough* boys decided to rock up at that time so that was un cool haha. The tram ride always feel longer on the way back hey? (or so it does for me) ...well this time it didn't I had so many things on my mind it drove me crazy, I was once again numb with my thoughts running around like crazy in my head... everything pointing back to him.

So anyway, It took me an hour and a half to get to Sandyna's! bloody hell.

Missing: Tiffany, Tina, Tuyen, Dennis, Baqer & Anna

She threw a kick ass bbq with all the olshies plus Tuyen's & Tina's otherrr Dennis & Baqer. The things that were on my mind hid away somewhere for a couple hours until everyone started leaving... I cried & cried & cried that night. Thank you Sandy for being there for me to vent a little to :)

On Saturday Sandy & I woke up pretty early, we both showered & got ready to go to her brothers house... Tanna scooped me up and we headed back to his to chill. I met his mother & littlest sister, man she's gorgeous! she's going to grow up to be such a beautiful lady. So yeah we talked through some things like what's been on in our minds & we both decided that we we're both just not going to work out. The lad isn't ready for a relationship & I need to set my own priorities straight & I definitely need to focus on more important things than a boy. All this sounds so cliché but hey, whatever. It's all true.

Tanna dropped by today to pick up some things & that kinda hit me a bit hard, but other than that I had a relaxing day at home with mum :)

I'm currently eating watermelons again but this time theres some strawberries! >:]

I hope you had a lovely weekend & happy late Halloween! :)

Goodnight & sweet dreams my beloved blog readers

xx